I gave you my all and didn’t even know

As you fixed my broken heart and mended my soul

The rules were simple yet nowhere to be found

The more I tried not to, the more I kept losing ground

The more beat up and bruised I became the more attention form you I gained

So I kept running from you into them in an attempt to keep these desires contained

You clouded my judgment with thoughts of me deserving more

Made me question myself and over analyze what it is I kept looking for

You drained my lack of self-esteem and made me take a stand

But I knew what we had so for you to know was never part of any plan

As every time someone came through that door I would turn around and leave

And as the performers would exit stage left I would set the table like a notion preconceived

But illusions of a mirrored reflection of an image tricked the heart to seal my fate

I knew already from the beginning that I would always be too late

But regardless we had something that most people will never find

Something so pure that we couldn’t even comprehend its true value in our own minds

But a seed planted by misguided intentions

Corrupted the innocents of the bond as we both lost the ability of discretion

Now covered in guilt the pain eats away like cancer

Left to questions all these unwanted answers

Spent a life time trying to fix broken things

Only to realize that you knowingly went out of your way to fix me

With an arsenal of words at my dispense I still lack the knowledge to keep us from falling apart

 So I chose to illuminate to you those feelings that grew roots in the dark

As the dust settled from the lives that collided, it was your face burning like desire in my vision

Out of all the canceled shows it was only your script I sought for revision

Because your heart is the one heart that I cannot bare to live without

Even with a future that has no route

It’s a set of forbidden lips that I long to miss

That holds the essence of our friendship

But I poured out my heart and you didn’t even blink

Now afraid to talk I fear what it is of me you must think

So I keep my words to myself and try to just stay away

Because no matter how I write the story it’s never going to change the way you look at me today