To me you are perfect
So beautifully wrecked
With sexy imperfections
A bitch with good intentions
A sexual beast
Both generous & greed
With your deceitful tongue that taste so good
Constantly being misunderstood
Your eyes are hollow & deep
You’re the lamb & the black sheep
You are the sin after the grace
The victory & worst case
The only scenario
The sound between mono & stereo
And I hate you so fucking much today
But still my wasted heart will love you always

We drove around the city looking for a place to hide

Letting our love show as it was concealed by the night

The songs on the radio only enhanced the mood

For dreams, love and temptations we were desperately trying to pursued

We found a place and I gave you my heart

You did the same and you promised that the two shall never part

If only you knew I truly meant what I said and that you still have it

But you left me there to become this strung out addict

What am I to do

I can’t get over loving you

I saw her picture and it simply melted my heart

So how can such beauty be tearing me apart

She puckers up her lips and puts on a hat

And gives the world something to marvel at

Look at that confidence, perhaps cockiness she conjured up

While deep down inside she questions if she’s good enough

If only she could see what I see when I look at her

That night was everything to me but to her it is just a distant blur

But those eyes of hers see right through me like before

And here I am still stuck in time desperately wanting more

 

 

I am just a boy looking at perfection

She is still just a girl hiding from the connection

 

Alright peeps, I don’t like to ask for help but I need help. On July 13th 2014 I will be participating in the Pittsburgh Pancreatic Walk. The goal is to raise money to help fund research and find a cure for Pancreatic Cancer. This hits home with me because in 2012 I lost my mum to Pancreatic Cancer. I have three ways you can help;

 

1. Click the link and join my team and walk with us in honor of my mum’s memory. It costs $25 to walk with us.

 

2. Click the link and donate money to either the cause or the team (they both go to the same place).

 

3. If you don’t have the money or just don’t want to (I get it) just repost this or make your own post using this link and help me get the word out.

 

Here’s the Link June’s Prep Cooks

 

The people behind the event are called Purple Stride. Click here to read about them or the event

 

Go to the National Cancer Institute website and educate yourself to what Pancreatic Cancer is.

 

Come on peeps, I need your help

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It’s a mocking bird song that jerks my heart

It’s a single picture that reminds me we’re more than just miles apart

How did I let things get the way they are today

I’m a failure, not for my mistakes but because I still allow them to get in the way

My advances are stuck in cement

In the distance I find complacent

It wears heavier on me then I let show

I keep my head high but my heart hangs low

Every time I look away another piece of me dies

I’m tired of this life and of my disguise

Would you take my hand if I was brave enough to reach

Would you lend me your ear for my speech

Would you forgive my sins

Could you ever open your heart and let me in

You’re so beautiful that it hurts

I need to stop this before it gets worse

Before it’s too late

I love you so much but I can’t get my shit straight

Somewhere

My soul is in a knot
It’s all my heart thinks about
A loop of words in a figure eight
My hands try to translate
Back and forth on repeat
So simple but sweet
I love you
I love you

Baby, I can’t look at you when you’re looking at me

Sitting in this room with you is making it hard to breathe

I’m trying my best not to run

I’m trying my best not to come undone

Who am I kidding

We both know my walls are crumbling

I got to go, my hearts in danger

Please don’t come back till we are strangers

I can’t go on living like this

When there’s too much I miss

It’s hard to be friends when love is all that shows

It’s even harder baby to let it go

She tells me that she’ll disappear

But maybe it’s me that doesn’t belong here

After all she seems to be doing fine

And I keep wasting our time

So I’ll just show myself to the door

I look back at you sitting on the floor

And I see you’re in no danger

Perhaps in the silence we already became strangers

I can’t go on living like this

When there’s too much I miss

It’s hard to be friends when love is all that shows

It’s even harder baby to let it go

At a bar I sit and you just pass me by

Neither of us drinks, I guess we’re here for the lies

I want to ask if you’re doing ok

But our eyes almost meet and I look away

So much history that we pawned

So many whispers yet neither of us respond

Our love is becoming endanger

We were two lovers’ now just distant strangers

I couldn’t go on living like that

When there was too much I wanted back

It was too hard to be your friend even after the glow

It was even harder baby when I let you go

(I could never let you go)