The Uncertainties of Goodbye

I wrote a text today
Of feelings that won’t go away
I felt loneliness like never before
I felt the yearning for much more
It’s an empty hall and perfume that lingers on
Echos of memories that come on ever so strong
I fell down to my knees
I realized it was you that I could not see

Without a word we both let go
Closing the curtain on this endless show
I watched as you drove out of my life
So much pain I cried, neither one of us capable of saying goodbye

I wish you well with your dreams
You will go far, as deep inside you have everything that you need

You can be an astronaut, president, psychiatrist, you could be with me, you could be anything you want; who could ever believe the insecurities behind that unbreakable front

I miss you all as I look at these pictures
I love them both, something I never shared but I also love her
Something about her, I just can’t put my finger on it
But these past few months I felt love for her, more than I would like to admit

There’s a connection between me and my little messenger
The further away the message becomes louder
From within and above
It’s a message of love

I wrote a text tonight that I couldn’t bare to send
What am I to do now when these feelings I no longer comprehend
Already there is so much I long to speak
Every second I go without you I grow a little more weak

Words...all just words desperately trying to explain what is going on inside of me
I understood, I understand so I guess I should just let things be
You are my soulmate and how do I ever let that go
I love you but that you already know